My uncle is an asshole. He pretends to be my dad because he lives with me since always and I really appreciate it since my real dad doesn’t give a fuck about me. But he fucking wants to control everything I do. I want to go to a party (that all my friends are going to) and he wanted to know everything about it. I said the true, because I don’t like lying to him as he lies to me. “Everyone is going. It’ll be like a nightclub. And yes, there will be beers, but I won’t drink. You know I won’t, I’m 14 and I know what happens when 14 years old girls drink.” And he started to scream in the car and said “If there will be beers, why did you lose your time asking me to go?”. Then I got mad and stopped talking to him. At lunch, he saw I was mad at him and said “Ok, I’ll think about the party. But there are only 5% of chances you’re going”
I DON’T WANT TO GO ANYMORE. IF HE DOESN’T TRUST IN ME, I’M STAYING HOME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. WITHOUT FRIENDS. I KNOW HE ONLY WANTS MY BEST BUT THIS IS NOT MY BEST. I DON’T WANT TO STAY HOME ANYMOREEEEEEEE. I DON’T WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE.